May 21

Entry for May 21, 2007 Monday.....another day one might say....today is a sleep all day- day.....wrestle with blankets day.......I don't feel like being at work today...weekend was great...we got to hang out with our 'new' friends and we had a blast....went to see Shrek3 that made me laugh so hard the whole theater could hear me....it was a good weekend....except for the longing for another....missing the one that is so close yet reality sets its own standards for existence and makes it a challenge more often than not.....and those are the longest hours....the inbetween's of everyday....when I'm not.........where I'm wishing I could be....to hold...touch...embrace....another reality....the second half of my world....the world I share with love.....desire....whisper....missing.....months roll into years and it's not enough....never enough time........always the wrong hour........but when we finally touch.....its magic.......weekend was good.............missing is a part of life..........my missing........I'm still learning..........for centuries to come.........