May 17th

Entry for May 17, 2007 One could say that summer is coming, looking at the passing days and months towards the sun....in reality the weather has been playing with our sense of what we know the weather should be vs. what it truly is. May as a month is a interlude to warmth.....sun.....some showers....this May is stained with blood and coolness I can't frankly recall from the past few years. Pouring rain, the rejuvenating force that comes alive and is so welcome....when it comes to promise of a better tomorrow.....Last night soaked and cold I climbed all hundred stairs in my home....in the hallway dropped my wetness on the floor....tip toed and left marks on the stone tiles of the kitchen floor....begun making dinner and only occasionally had it occur ed to me that routine as much as it is needed is also very exhausting....I looked out the window pouring rain again marking the world....sneaking into the night making me want to go out and drive through the streets....destination unknown