june 1st original date

.........and people say its life........i say surely...it makes all the sense for it to be called life....the series of continuous 'unfortunate events'....the magic chain of experience and falling becomes a way of life....an adventure in survival.......the everyday....the commonsense that is not so common.........waste of time trying to explain why now why this moment....nobody can predict a moment in time when one feels used up and spit up by life....by routine.....and it crawls under the skin with much hope for another tomorrow....a brighter day ahead....yes it's all true and all real....but how much of this can one take...........? apparently and awful lot since we do it to ourselves every day by choosing life...by choosing challenge... in the corridor as square as my mind i venture and crave a challenge for in challenge i become another i come closer to self another day in the office....'e' is leaving today is her last day and on sunday morning she is flying out to north carolina....good for her...its a place where she belongs....on the crossroads...if i knew how to pray i would for all that is ahead of her...but since i don't.....i will think of her often and of the tremendous wave that she is about to board....good luck and be well......and as for us well.........days in the office go on ....only people and faces change......